The Torn and the Faded

I don't mean to be blunt, but why don't you fuck off?

27 February 2006

Being attractive is the most important thing there is!

Well howdy once again my beloved. I'm so sorry to have neglected you for so long. Would some *loving huggles* make up for my absence? And perhaps a *SUPERHUG*? No? You're still mad at me. Oh please don't be mad my dear. You know I love you. You know you're the only one for me. Even though you're being unfaithful to me. That's right I know! I know all about your kinky little affairs, with Enchi and James and Hannah and random people and spam. I saw you with them! I heard what they had to say to you, their messages of love and adoration for you!
But I'm not mad at you, love of all my loves. No, I could never be angry with you. My anger burns against myself for mistreating you, and against all those who tempt you, but I forgive you my darling. I love you despite your flaws, because your flaws are of my own design. You are mine and I am yours and we are intertwined inexplicably, irrevocably interlinked; a piece of me will always be yours to keep and cherish or damage and discard as you or I see fit, and I have a power over you that it is almost impossible to use appropriately. I can control your every word, and the meaning behind it, but apparently even I am not strong enough to keep you from your not-so-secret secret lovers.
Betrayal's a bitch but I'll still be on your side lover.
Yours forever and ever, until death do us part, or until I lose my interest again or forget my password or some such similar circumstance occurs...
Tasha

06 February 2006

Where can you run to escape from yourself?

I get so sick of being me. It pisses me off but I do. Because I can never just be happy and enjoy something, which is really pathetically stupid of me, but totally true.
Buuut not gonna blog about that, because that's what I always end up blogging about. Hmm...instead I shall say my lover *winks* Enchio has been off sick lately, but she came back today, and we all missed her very much while she was away, and we were very glad she was back. Hooreeeeeeee! (Like hooray only more fun!)
Annnnd James/Hannah have a *SPARK* going again. Hooreeeee for them too!