And I won't pretend there's nothing there...

I am so sick of all this talk of love! Yes I am bitter and cynical and sarcastic and twisted...yes I am selfish and cruel and lazy and demotivated...yes I am a bitch and an arsehole...Yes I have many, many flaws, and I am aware of most of them, but they do still bug me.
Buuut...everybody's happy, you bet your life we are! So moving back to the Love Rant and away from the self-hate self-pity self-deprecation self-loathing thing... Ah the Love Rant. I've repeated this many times lately. I don't know why everyone's talking about love so freaking much lately. There's the whole Scomelie thing...they just piss me off. I know they shouldn't, cause it's "sweet" and everyone's really "happy" for them and I'm probably just "jealous"...
Anyway...they piss me off cause they're all over each other or they're crying on other people because they're gonna "break up". They must've "broken up" about six times by now... Blaaaah so bitter!
And Lavan's blog...mergh I hate the blog! Twas so depressing and I don't know why. Made me feel so lonely for NO REASON. He seems to put a lot of pressure on this "perfect" girl while being the "perfect" guy. I'd hate it if the guy I was dating based his mood on mine...I'd hate making someone feel like that. And I'd feel so much pressure to be happy all the time...it'd just be too much.
So I guess I'm kinda glad I'm an invisible apple in the wrong orchard that's never gonna get picked...yeah crappy analogy, which some people find pretty, but I think it's crap. Girls aren't like apples. They don't bruise when you drop them...it's more like they are crushed. I've seen what guys can do to girls...even friends can destroy each other. Friends do destroy each other...so easily... I don't think people realise how much power they have sometimes. People do have a lot of influence and power over other people...people are easily led away and easily corrupted and easily brainwashed...but people are also easily hurt and can be ripped apart or torn to shreds or dropped and shattered into tiny pieces...
Ugh wtf am I on about? This was meant to be about this awesome song I heard... Damn it!