How can I undo the tangle of these webs I keep weaving?

I shall now blog. I feel like blogging.
I'm gonna rant about the fact that the guys (e.g Glen and Nick and Chris, the sulky ones, even though they swear it's brooding, well w/e) can go off and sulk (or brood, but w/e) by themselves and they get lefted alonesome. Tis true. They go off and turn their backs to people and stand apart from everyone and have distance and stuff. And they get LEFT ALONE. Whereas I sulk (I don't brood. That's just silly...) and almost instantly one of the sulky guys will come over and sit right next to me and make me talk...which I have decided is kinda nice.
Enchi didn't mind that I had my back turned to her. I have told her that sometimes I don't wanna talk to people and she got it and as far as I know she couldn't give less of a shit! So meh! Ugh, nah he was being nice. Methinks. It's just me being all sulky and twisting it in my head so it makes him seem like the bad guy, when really we all know twas me...